No Repentance

There is something so unrepentant about being a cokehead. At least junkies, once in a while alone, you will reflect on how you are such a piece of shit for continuing this, but cocaine leaves you empty of those feelings. Now you are simply full of one goal, nothing else occurs in my brain. I wonder if I'll OD soon, and this whole saga will come to a quick end, wrapped up in a perfect package.